Changes are hard – always. Everyone who is saying that they are loving that their whole life is changing is lying.
Right now I’m in such a situation. I have a wonderful life and I absolutely love it but I made a decision to leave my hometown, my friends, my family – everyone. I’m moving to a different city, it is not a different country and only a two hour drive away from home but just thinking about letting everyone go makes me so sad.
But it was necessary to change something I felt so crowded and felt so much pressure that I decided to make this massive step in my life. I never imagined time running so fast. I feel like it has been yesterday that I decided to move but now the day is finally here and I am not feeling ready at all. I can’t be the only one feeling so? Have you ever made a decision that felt so right and wrong at the same time?
Never mind I’m feeling both so happy to finally explore the world on my own without anyone telling me what to do but scared at the same time that it isn’t possible for me to manage this – my life.
I definitely think that the hardest part will be leaving all my beloved people and my beloved city.
Have you ever felt the same way? What was your hardest decision ever? Tell me about it I’m just too curious.
Also I will be way more active now on my blog since I’ve been gone for so long now.